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You often ask me about my life before streaming and I decided to share it with you here. When I was 17, I finished school and began to live separately from my parents (for this there were personal reasons). I was born in a poor family and I did not have financial support from my parents. I needed money for living and renting an apartment. Employers did not want to hire me to work, because I was underage. One employer from the grocery supermarket agreed to hire me to work as a seller and paid me $ 83 a month. This money was enough only for renting a small apartment and for soup, which I ate every day for several months. When I turned 18, I found a job as a seller with a salary of $ 183 a month. I worked 13 hours per day, it was hard work, but I did not have other choice. I did not want to live in poverty and decided to open my own business. I borrowed money from the bank. I did not have experience in business and I bought an already operating store, there were sold goods for creativity and handmade. I was out of luck - the previous store owner deceived me with information about the store's income. One year I worked in this store as a saleswoman and earned about 200 $ per month. But in a small city in Russia, most people are very poor and there were very few buyers, and taxes took most of the income. Plus because of inexperience, I made a lot of mistakes in this business. The store stopped making money and I closed it a year after I bought it. I again went to work as a saleswoman and until 2017 I worked without a vacation for a salary of about 200-300 $ per month. Why did I work without vacation? Most employers do not pay vacation to their employees. I could not go on vacation, because I would have been left without money for food and renting an apartment. In 2016, I again tried to start my own business and launched a project on the Russian crowdfunding site - it was a project for the production of marshmallow cream (like "Marshmallow Fluff" from USA). I developed a recipe by myself and prepared this cream in apartment that I rented. In Russia crowdfunding is not developed, there is only one site that i know and it is not popular. To have a chance to find investors it was necessary to attract their attention by advertising on the Internet. But I did not have the money to advertise this project. All my weekend, I advertised my marshmallow cream by myself in Russian social networks using requests from large social groups to help spread information about my project. But I have not been successful, so on crowdfunding site I was not able to collect the necessary amount of money to open production of this cream. I continued to work as a saleswoman. Winter came when I began to think that I want to change my life and go to a big city to get more opportunities for a good life. I often got sick, because I have poor health and cold climate of Siberia made it worst. And sometimes I worked with a body temperature of 38 degrees Celsius, because there was no other seller who could work this day in the store instead of me. If no one opens a store in a shopping center, then my employer would receive a large fine, which would then be deducted from my salary. Therefore, the employer made me work regardless of my health. Since at the age of seventeen I worked as a seller without a vacation, I was very tired. I decided that I do not want to live such a life. Since my childhood I dreamed of living in the south of Russia. I decided to fulfill my dream and move to Krasnodar. For this, I needed money, but I would never accumulate the right amount of money at my job. I again started to do business and continued to work as a seller. I got a credit card, took $ 300 and bought several children's wristwatch with the function of gps and opened my online store. But in the same month, Russia adopted a law on mandatory availability of a cash register for all entrepreneurs. It cost almost $ 700 and I did not have the money to buy it. So I closed my online store. In July 2017, I borrowed money from friends to pay debts to the bank and replenish the credit card balance. Then I borrowed money from the bank, returned some of that money to friends and moved to Krasnodar. Two weeks I rested at sea, this was the first vacation in my life! In Krasnodar, I rented an apartment and began to look for work. While looking for work, I decided to try to become a streamer on Twitch, to usefully spend free time. In September 2017 all the money that I borrowed from the bank ended. I again borrowed money from the bank and continued to look for work and do stream. I started looking for a job with a higher salary, since I need to pay for renting an apartment and loans in the bank every month. In the same time I continued to do stream and in December I was very lucky. My viewers donated me money for a good computer. Such a computer opened up the possibility for me to become a full-time streamer. I am very grateful for this opportunity! Thanks to everyone who supports me in my endeavor, I really appreciate you!